Contemplating my suicide.

I was crying,

                                                                       Slowly dying,

                          Contemplating my suicide.

You were sighing,

                                                                        It must be tiring

                               Begging me not to die

Downing pills       

                                                                      to climb these hills

                               They never do a thing

You say “Have hope”     

                                                                      I tie the rope

                                 Yet to you, I cling

I’m bringing you down

                                                                    But you can leave this town

                               Don’t you worry ‘bout me

You took me in

                                                                     And still, I sin

                               Why can’t you just see

In my lonely shell                 

                                                                      I’m going to hell

                             I just couldn’t pass this test

As I go

                                                                        I hope you know

                             You did your very best

But for my sorrow

                                                                       There’s no tomorrow

                             I tell you this is no lie.

But as you were trying

                                                                    I was lying

                             Still Contemplating my suicide.

                              

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