I was crying,
Slowly dying,
Contemplating my suicide.
You were sighing,
It must be tiring
Begging me not to die
Downing pills
to climb these hills
They never do a thing
You say “Have hope”
I tie the rope
Yet to you, I cling
I’m bringing you down
But you can leave this town
Don’t you worry ‘bout me
You took me in
And still, I sin
Why can’t you just see
In my lonely shell
I’m going to hell
I just couldn’t pass this test
As I go
I hope you know
You did your very best
But for my sorrow
There’s no tomorrow
I tell you this is no lie.
But as you were trying
I was lying
Still Contemplating my suicide.